Apr. 20th, 2017

Numb

Apr. 20th, 2017 10:31 am
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The last several days, I've been emotionally numb on and off. I'm pretty sure I know what caused it, and I know what the ultimate solution is as well. But part of me is afraid to open that floodgate. Once I open it up, all kinds of horrible shit is likely to spill out, and it's going to make things really, really unpleasant for a bit. Maybe more than a bit. Maybe for weeks. I'm not sure.

I'm planning to open up that floodgate tonight, before bed. I'm prepared to call out sick tomorrow if necessary to deal with the emotional aftermath. Because I'm tired of being numb. So if I'm distant or sad or screaming the next time you speak to me, don't panic. It's to be expected.

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