I'm working through a lot of stuff right now, and it has my head all screwy.
It's kind of fucked up when you know what you want, but timing and circumstances make it literally impossible to achieve your goals.
So bear with me folks. And please forgive me if I've seemed irrational, angry, or less than tactful in the last week. My heart is wounded, and my wild spirit lashes out sometimes when that happens. I'm working on that, too.